Sigmund Freud said:

“The ego is not master in its own house.”
From A Difficulty in the Path of Psycho-Analysis, 1917.

Ego is not equivalent to confidence, nor the shelter of the soul. It is DESTRUCTION. Ego’s are what control the fearful, but WE MUST RISE ABOVE. Seperate vanity & egotistic values from what is JUST & of GOD. When they say a wolf comes in sheep’s clothing, they ain’t never lied. The evil and the unjust run the system, this country.. the $. Seperate THE REAL from the bullshit bc all it comes to down to is YOUR PATH and a bunch of distractions, keeping you from your true & ultimate self. #COMFORT/DESTRACTION from boredom is NOT your friend.. this virtual life is insignificant & this life is a temperary resting place for the SOUL you carry.. LOOK NO WHERE ELSE BUT FROM DEEP WITHIN FOR THE ANSWERS YOU SEEK.

GOD/JAH/JEHOVAH IS REAL. Dont allow these distractions make you doubt. Don’t be afraid, because only the TRUTH will set you free & that’s a promise, for real. :]

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Hmong People of Thailand

Such a colorful and creatively expressive people from the hills of Thailand.

Beautiful :]

The CUTEST litto turtle & omg, that tongue.

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Oh Myyy.. :D

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All these songs, movies & quotes about LOVE, all I can think about is her.

Had an amazzzing weekend w/ HER <3.

No matter who’s Sober/Not Sober= the feeling seems to stay the same.

STRONG. I FEEL HER EVERYWHERE. She gives me goosebumps, butterflies, the case of the giggles, & the best thing is, is I KNOW she loves me. I feel it & I cant get enough.

I see & want HER & HER FAMILY in my future.

Rawrrrrr <143 :D.

<143 is what she said [er texted me] & my gut feeling was right. I told her what I’ve wanted to say, but hadnt, until last night- I love you. Since we met, we have a habit of being in the same page & its beautiful. Opposites attract & we do. My Mom jokes & says Im such a lesbo & I move too fast.. but if only she er any nonlesbo understood, how things unfold the way they do. But I just know my heart & how I feel & what I want & why hold back, when its right? That would be a waste of time. & I gots me some Angel Pie.. *in my special Perv accent* » Mmmm, I love me some Angel Pie. « lol. <3 & Thank God that Pie & I are on the SAME page.. & thats really all I’ve been waiting for, is someone on my level. From the first day I met her in the backseat of Tashea’s car, she caught my attention & by the end of the day, we were talking to Johnny out of my beautiful pink Bob Marley Bong [Rest In Peace lol.], drank a little southern comfort & ate yummy Mexi food from the Barrel.. which turned into being a little crossfaded, pulling an all nighter, listening to music, talking, flirting, laughing & A LOT of hair pulling lol.. in the ratchets bed haha. & from there that led to another slumber party at Tashaes for Round 2. of the samee thing minus the crossfade lol. & when she left the next morning & I was afraid I would never see her again.. I texted her & she didnt talk back :/ .. But then fate kicked in & we ran into eachother at SDSU :D.

& its been a month and nineteen days [July 1], since that first day & I cant wait to make her officially mine & continue to enjoy our lives togevver <143.

Rawr Rawr Rawr :]. Im not in love, but Im ready when its time. Mkay, I wanna write more but I will later.. Bc I wanna talk to her :D. 

Lol <3.

Oh I forgot to mention her MAJOR COOL POINTS bc: Not only does she understand my love for Johnny, but she loves Johnny too <3. & When I told her Im officially naming my daughter Mary Jane & she told me that it was so cute :D Ahk, my heart melted.

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Simple living.

Something like how I want my room. <3

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Amazing.

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fucking exactly!

Really thoughhh.

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having more silent freak outs in my mind.. too much lately.

My feelings feel all over the place :/.

Santinos was right though: MOVE ON & LET GO.

& after yesterday, I need to call my dad.

& I need to stop procrastinating w/ forgiveness, bc time waits for no one.

I just want to be fucking F R E E E E E E.

I need to read it again<3.

Definitely hate that feeling when you’ve come to terms w/ your mistakes & then a good friend has to point out the fact that your selling yourself short -_-. Argh, its like a reminder of square 1.. NEEDED, but still sucks.

Rawr, I GOTTA HANDLE MINE first.

- Drivers License

- Dance Classes

- Stretch Rutine

- Finish Room

- Garage Sale?

- Another Job, More $.

I love fresh starts & love to organize.. Hate the inbetween.

MY Monkeys home :). Thank God.

“A family that smokes together, stays together” - Mom :)

I love my family.

Hate feeling like I gotta choose..

& as for love.. oh Loveee. Ready to see where it goes, but w/ cautious eyes 0_o.

Once again picked me up & dropped me at a new destination filled w/ some beautiful sights. Must admit it feels good. I see her. I love her. Deja Vu & everything, I know we’ve met before. I can see us accomplishing a lot together. Shes already helped me in so many ways, she doesnt even know. Her bed is our hangout spot & we can lay there & roll around for hours. Cuddling .. butt naked :), my favorite. Energy is rediculous. Enjoying every moment .. <3.

Going to take my written drivers test. I aint got no choice but to pass, its not ment to be any other way :).